So it's been a while since I did this, and I think the reason is that I haven't felt like I have had something profound to say and that's what I think this is, a place to put down your thoughts so that others read them. Well there seems to be only one person that ever reads this and that was just by luck I think that she found this site. I haven't shared it with anyone else because I haven't felt like it was something worth sharing.

I feel like I have all these thoughts I want to get out of my head but when it comes time to actually writing them down it never comes out. I wanted to start writing for the therapy of it, to release the energy that I use up stressing about stuff but it seems like so much work to get it out there. Everything seems like too much work for me lately. How did I become so lazy? Then again I have never been one of those totally gung ho people that has to be on the go all the time. My favorite pastime is actaully sitting in a mall or bar watching the people go by. I had a friend in MN that would sit there with me and make up stories about their lives. Haven't quite found the right place for that, here, not to just sit and watch. The Mall of America was one of my favorite places for that.

That's all I got for today...while writing this I came up with a couple ideas, so maybe like once a week....